VISION RESTORATION
Life Update. THIS PLANNER HAS RESTORED VISION.
As I told you all before, I am indecisive and don’t know what exactly I want. What I want in a job, career, relationship anything, I’m soooooo bad at going with the flow until I hit my head and fall on my face. But Week One was a great start to say the least. My calendar is broken up in a mind body and soul trio. So every day I nurture all three areas to stay balanced, and I think that is major. (BALANCE?! Good one Jay, that was like the perfect word!)
Soul: For my soul, spiritual being, I have gotten back in the sway of giving God my first. My siblings and I were always raised on this but I kind of strayed away from this discipline. So the first of my day, the first of my money, the first of my best friend talks, the first of my problems, and just the all-around first of everything. We as imperfect beings are so quick to holler “God first”, like first in your bio but where else? We have... (well I can’t speak for y’all) So I HAVE to question myself all the time and make sure nothing elevates higher or equivalent to my savior.
I also started working on my relationships. Realize your growth in knowing that when you are conscious or aware of a situation or aware of something that you need to change, that is major. I often am blinded by my own choices, it’s not that its not obvious to see sometimes we just choose not to see it. So I’m saying this in a sense of people always doing things for me, calling me first, or pouring into my life and what do I do? Return all the love to all the wrong people. Now that I realize and now that I am conscious of it, I am working on pouring back into those people. You never know what people are going through. Don’t think your life is so bad or so miserable that you get to be ‘Negative Nancy’ and rain on everyone else’s parade. So I have to often to put my ‘first world problems’ to the side to help others or else.
Mind: I am artistic so I am drowned in ideas or innovations but I rarely act or follow through. Primarily because I don’t organize or write out my thoughts or ideas. But this week I did and seeds were planted on good soil. Both sides of my family own a few acres of land, and of course I will eventually inherit it. What I was looking at a liability will be transformed to an asset by siblings and I. Now this particular vision takes yearsssssss, but I’m willing to invest especially if it means my family descendants will be PAID. $GEAUX GET THE MONEY$ Along with that idea, I also have another venture from a home that my family owns. After this excels it will be the biggest boss move I EVER MADE, so I’m extremely excited to even have a vision, especially one aligned with God’s plan. From here I have been using the planner to make logs of people to contact, what to research or focus on each day and so on. I even have a binder with all of my research and need-to-knows as well as with a business plan.
Body: THE TOUGHEST L I had to realize I have the same 24 as Teyana Taylor, so get with it. I have adjusted my schedule to start waking up earlier and getting the grind out the way. I gave up what I was supposed to with the eating habits but that doesn’t bother me because I’ve done vegan diets. I JUST NEED TO BE CONSISTED.
